Live for the moment and plan for the Future, but dont dewl on the past because whats done is done. There is only moving forward.
Theres a difference between wanting something and needing something. When you want something its because of an emotional impulse that takes over and causes you to desire something. You want it right then and there even if its might not be the most appropriate time. Need comes from deep down inside. Your body craves it to move on however you may not need it at that very moment. When you need something you want it to be just right so you might have to wait patiently until the right moment comes along where you can finally obtain that need.
My need isn’t going to come around anytime soon. I have only made it worse by turning my needs into my wants. Its time that I learn and become patient….
April 26th 2018… maybe then my need will come true.